Hello beautiful people,

Today is my birthday and unlike all my past birthdays, this one feels different! I feel a positive change and for that, am beyond grateful. I like to believe am older and wiser but to be wiser you must have been wise in the first place, and looking back, my early 20s are in no way the paragon of wisdom rather the opposite. Nonetheless, am lucky to be laughing about it 16,000 feet [guessed figures] up in the sky.

Before anything, let me thank the people who have endured my compulsive, daring, crazy and ridiculous behavior, whether you’ve judged me or not, am thankful that your heads haven’t fallen off from too much smh at my actions and your patience has inspired me a lot. There are times I doubted all of you MUM inclusive bc it didn’t make sense that you stuck around given some of my actions, please forgive my cynicism, it was always me never you. I love and treasure you all and promise to let you know more often for you have played a big role in leading to this very moment, THANK YOU!

For the first time ever, instead of defending my mistakes and having my guard up, I have taken time to reflect on the milestones from my early 20s and am now choosing to let myself learn, take-up responsibility for my actions, accept what is and let go of anger, farewell pettiness still love Taylor Swift though.

It was no walk in the park getting here, the thought first occurred to me on 1st January 2017 at 00:45am at  a new year’s party. As I watched fireworks with my right hand folded and a champagne glass in my left, offering a fake nonchalant smile to everyone who wished me a happy new year while silently rolling my eyes, the rest of the party was dancing and busy ushering in the new year with excitement for new experiences, hope for better days and midnight kisses.

It was closed up me vs the positive vibes, when did I get so cynical was the question that lingered on my mind. In that moment,  a thought popped up, what if I gift myself with a positive approach to life? After all I spent my 24th birthday in bed with a massive hangover after cancelling my party and later in hospital bc it was something more serious. That’s the point I decided to turn my life around, of course sometimes I have fallen off my new approach to life wagon, talk about early 20s being a roller coaster! But that’s like 30% now which is such a contrast from the previous 85% I’ve come so far guys!

In summary, these are the lessons I’ve learned from my falls

Lesson 1: Take time to recover; there is nothing wrong with withdrawing from daily life so you can fully recover. Yes you might miss out on something great, but rather that than half experiencing it and leaving a half ass mark that you might regret forever, besides, if you missed it, it wasn’t that great, the universe would never let you miss great moments, your time will come.

Lesson 2: There is always going to be someone better than you in multiple things, luckily, non of those things is beauty [don’t ever let anyone compare your good looks to somebody else’s, it’s so superficial and you deserve better.] what am referencing to is experience, knowledge etc and yes it’s so tempting to prove that you’re on the same level, DONT! Instead, prove you’re open to acquiring some of that knowledge, that way you won’t set yourself up for failure plus, it’s far less tiring not forgetting the underestimation merit and all the free passes you get. Ps: am not encouraging laziness here but ya know..

Lesson 3: There is nothing embarrassing about falling face first and picking you up. Hmm, ok there is abit of embarrassment there but it will never outweigh the necessity of picking yourself up and keep it moving. Ever!

Lesson 4: Don’t hold on to grudges, you only live once so be open to forgiveness. Give it and ask for it, of course no guarantee you will receive it every time you ask from others but it’s worth a try and if you don’t get it, be the bigger person and hand it to yourself anyway. It’s not fair for your wrong doings to turn you into a dead man walking.

Lesson 5: Before you fly, you run, before you run, you walk and before you walk you crawl, this properly manifested on a plane. My favorite thing about flying is the take-off, it gives me a blood rush. The excitement starts building up the second the Steward[ess] says the pleasantries #Crawlingstage. I applied this plane movement in my life and boy has it worked wonders!

Unfortunately am not cool enough to have learned 25 lessons from 25 years of my life, am still learning, and probably at a slower and less steady pace than others but it could be worse so am grateful.

Location: Pearl of Africa Hotel, Kampala

Now am off to a bikini filled kind of life in Zanzibar, checkout my Snapchat and Instagram stories to see what I will be doing, sorry can’t give you hints I have no idea either, am letting life take me by surprise, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Merci beaucoup

Nansera Cissy

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Cissy

I go by the name Nansera Cissy and ethereal outlook is a mirror image of who I am; a tropical born living by the 80/20 rule. Am passionate about fitness and nutrition [thanks Dad] lover of a good bikini and always down for a spicy margarita any given weekend.

October 17, 2017

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27 Comments

  1. Reply

    Thena

    October 26, 2017

    Happy Birthday! Hope you have the happiest of days, and an amazing upcoming year. Birthdays are just the absolute best!

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      Cissy

      November 2, 2017

      Thank you girl, I appreciate the wishes ahead, so looking forward to this new age experience:)

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    Princy Khurana

    October 26, 2017

    a very belated birthday. u look great and some very important lessons that you have learnt early in your life. God Bless

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      Cissy

      November 2, 2017

      Thank you beautiful, you’re so kind:)

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    Elise Cohen Ho

    October 25, 2017

    Happy Birthday. Enjoy a wonderful bikini clad adventure. I hope that all your dreams come true.

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      That is so kind of you, thank you beautiful

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    Deryn | Running on Real Food

    October 25, 2017

    Wise words at 25! A very happy birthday to you! Hope you had the best day and here’s to 26 being an epic year!

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      xx

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    Maggie

    October 25, 2017

    Happy birthday Cissy! Keep up the good work. 😉

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      Thank you gorgeous:)

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    Kiersten

    October 25, 2017

    Fabulous way to spend a birthday! Happy birthday to you!

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      No kidding, best decision ever! thank you girl:)

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    Prima

    October 25, 2017

    Happy birthday Cissy. Your blog (not just this post) is giving me so much motivation and positive vibes. Thank you for sharing and keep doing what you do!

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      Awww girl, that means so much to me. am so humbled and thank you the words of encouragement:)))

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    Jane

    October 25, 2017

    Happy birthday, Cissy 🙂 I love these lessons, they are so true! You can not hold grudges forever and you are not doing yourself a favor when you do that you are simply digging your own grave! Forgive, live and let live, life is so much better that way!

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      sooo true, have your moment and let go. its never worth holding forever!

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    Doreen

    October 23, 2017

    Happy fabulous belated birthday Cissy. Enjoy.

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      Thank you Doreen, i for sure enjoyed!

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    Mycal Sents

    October 23, 2017

    Happy birthday gorgeous.

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    Mycal Sents

    October 23, 2017

    Happy birthday gorgeous.

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      thank you:)

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    Ramona Biaul

    October 23, 2017

    Happy Birthday CissyNansera!

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      Thank you Ramona

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    Joy leah

    October 23, 2017

    Happy born day cissy

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      Thank you:)

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    Fausta kaweesi

    October 23, 2017

    I admire u keep it up girl happy birthday to u

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      Cissy

      November 5, 2017

      Awww thank you Fau

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